The Online Journal #1

So.. I thought to myself as I sat in my room today. Sitting on my bed pondering on what to do. I came up with I like to write more then I like to talk har har. So now I don't want to make a promise on writing everyday but I will try to make it habit to post one post for everyday. I'm calling this my online journal because it's more convenient then writing in a book and I can make it very creative. Today I woke up at 10:07 random time hah, I rolled around in my bed because I didn't want to get up. I go through my daily ritual of opening my macbook, going to my hotmail, facebook, twitter, and finally going to the shower. I brush my teeth, go to the washroom, then head downstairs I never eat breakfast I know I'm weird. However I just don't like to eat I don't know why like I do but it's a love hate thing. Im actually very shy, and quiet. I've started to build these social barriers up well like social barriers meaning like I don't care what people think of me anymore I learned that from someone very smart along time ago. Won't mention any names. I don't even know if people even come on my blog, I'm just like the ugly duckling I guess. Hopefully one day my life will be as beautiful as the swan the ugly duckling turns out to be. Right now I'm typing up this mess of letters and after i'll probably browse the internet for some stuff like skateboarding, and end up on facebook somehow.

Uhm.. I think i'll write these every Monday I know I said everyday or Friday.
(^.-)

Maybe one of these hair cuts next...

Lonely girl

Lost, Alone, Empty

Lost

Alone

Empty

He sits

His breath slow

Tears fall from his face

Lost he is scared of everything

He is alone no one to hold on to

No one to hold him and ask how he is doing

His heart is empty, only he hears a beat but feels dead

Suddenly a light shines over him, but it's just the moon

When will this emptyness be filled again?

To scared to be loved or love anyone he has trust problems

He fears to give his heart out and let it be crushed.

If he never tries he will never know

For now he is lost.. .

Winter 2010 let it begin

Birthday Cake Anyone?

Hao ba

Food for the thought

Orgasm ^.^

My Birthday

More of the girls showed up

Three Initials

I've enjoyed smiles, laughter, and a lot of memories with all of my friends here at Mohawk College, and even if we're labeled as the kids who don't work as hard as the others. I stand by my family till the day I die, the people I have met in this college have become my family who I will always be my brothers. If I can take anything away from going to college it would have to be that it's not all about the work, studying, and trying to better yourself so you can get some job and have no connections. It's all about the connections the connections you make and the friends you make. Three guys will always have me behind them for the rest of their lives they know who they are.

Bubble tea

Lychee, mango, and milk tea are the best but that's only my opinion. I think taro taste like burnt stuff and most people like it but it's not for me.

More Beautiful Girls

Ek all day

Nice Ek Hatch

My Honda Ek

What can I say except for love at first sight love her so much.

Irons

My Favorite shoes love them won't ever sell them.

So Much Homework.. .

I have at least 7 assignments to do and I'm practically getting crushed. But I can't complain I'm going to school with good friends and making my way into the journalism industry. On top of that I'm learning how to speak and write Mandarin Chinese. So I have my hands pretty full for the next three weeks or so But I can do it I believe in myself.

Friends become Family.

I love all of my family that I have become family with over the years. The bro's that I will never let go if they need help I'm always here for them and I know they got my back also. Till the day I die I will always remember the people have helped me and influenced me to be better. Because at the end of the day if your friends are the ones who are judging you then they aren't your friends they're just fakes. But for those who support and are with you the whole way those are the true friends those people are my family. The friends who have become my family are valued to me more then gold.

My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy

Probably Kanye's best album with songs that just capture your attention. Such as; All of the lights, Hell of a life, and Lost in the world. So much work went into this album and I'm still going go and buy this to support my biggest idol. He helped me in my worst time so I will continue you to support him till my darkest days. Keep doing you Kanye we all love you.

First Youtube video

So I decided to try to become a youtube star will see how long this will last.

I Am Not Alone

For the past three months i've not been myself. I still feel like that this break up with my ex has ruined me. Thats so common to say like "she ruined my life," but it feels like that. How do you erase memories.. That's like trying to delete someone you never met, this is life not facebook you can't just delete someone and forget about them. My heart and other people around the world have gone through what I am and it's time I start moving on because at a point she made me more happier then anything. Now I am sad and don't deserve this I should be able to be happy so I'm not going to let you "phase," me anymore. Like the stallion that once ran among the fields my heart will survive this pain and be free again.

A great quote

"If you say anything, you lose everything," -Kanye West

What does that mean to you?

Love the colors

I like these

Love who you are

If you believe in what is right. Then don't get caught up in all of societies negative influences. Be true to who you are love who you are. Do not care of what people think of you because who you are is what makes you different from everyone else.

Noir et Gris: Autumn Winter 2010

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Kept secrets

I may have told many of my friends the story of my heart. As I sit in my room alone I look around and memories haunt me still. A part of me is over this heart break, but another is always there reminding me of her presence. I've already lost everything or seems like that people tell me to be optimistic, but how can you when you tried so hard! You tried everything in your power! And it still wasn't enough. Do you know how that feels? Maybe you can relate to my pain. This picture is exactly what I picture in my head, of my heart being swallowed up by the sea of pain and only half of it sees that there is still more to life.

Drueling

Canada Goose Chilliwack

Probably one of the most expensive jackets on the market today. Running for 435 to 550 per jacket they are very exclusive.